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Aug 24, 2004 05:08

The last post was me just feelin shitty and down and sorry for myself.I go worked up over lots of things.The nite was good in the loft! I got hammered and had a ball!I watched every single one of supervisors,co-ordinators and older colleagues get rat-arsed and turn into a pack of drunken teenagers,gettin sleazy with the ones they bitched about,etc etc,so I went and met up with my babe and we got beer and I fell asleep :) with a big cuddly boy wrapped round me and beer in my belly and a big smile on my face!
Unfourtunetly had to get outta the bed and go get my hair cut but Karac was so funny talkin to me in his sleep I kept talkin back to him and hed come out with somethin hilarious.I got my hair dyed after that,for pretty cheap and then had a fan-fucktabulous day jammin on the piano.I sat down and was like-"Fuck you! I hate the way you sound (my piano is the worst ugliest sound) but im gonna play you anyway!"and I did,and I taught myself some of The Killers,Franz Ferdinands and Tori Amos songs,and worked on turning some of Stoneoceans songs into piano masterpieces.Hmuah ha ha!
Id a good,good day and then I fell asleep real early on my bed.The rain stopped the music Sunday,and then Karac collected me+brought me down to his+wed a very fuckin cool lazy day 2gether,but I was so sleepy had to fuck off home.Now Ive to go and get this boy an ultra cool birthday present that says Happy Birthday! and cheers for all those rides in one.I want to buy him everything,cant decide on anythin at all.But when I get into town on Thursday, Ill make sure first thing I do is order a sponge cake with Happy Birthday Snotface on it! Fuck pretty cakes! Or maybe Ill just get a cake and dunk it up myself and write all messy on it- Fuck pretty cakes!"Hey...if I bake one itd be even more hilarious but no.I dont think Ill be doing any baking for the forseeable future!
I think Ill grab the corset,stockings and suspenders for Thursday night anyway,He might be so drunk I can fuck his little head up with filth! :)
He he!Im stoned in work again!This flippin rules.On my ass.On my big white ass!

But first things first I wanna find out if Im going out with him or what the story is at the moment,like even if he turns around and says no relationship,just stay the way we are Id probably actually be ok with that cause I really am happy and,enjoyin this alot so,I guess Il just see what he says.Im kinda hopin he already thinks were with each other,Sunday was the first day I felt like he was a boyfriend to me,cause I was crazy about him,everything we did was very niiiice and I felt closer to him too,whereas before that,I was kind of on the mind motive that this could end any minute,too gud2btru blah blah,so I wasnt trying very hard or even if hed have asked me himself by now,where we were on the scale of one to ten of bein wit each other cause I dont know how to act around him.I wish I knew.So Im gonna ask.

Get this U magazine are runnin some sort of photo shoot promotion for them on Thursday(on his bday) which is really cool!

Heres a really funny thing-So in the future,youll be able to have devices fitted into your kids heads or you husbands to find/locate the kids and Karac thought of the best marketing name ever!! Lil Fucker Finders!! LMAO!!
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