Aug 14, 2004 05:04
I am fucking knackered.Worn out and dying for a shag.My sex drive is worse than a dogs.Holy shit I just cant think straight.5 days to go.5 whole days.And I might get the "Im jetlagged" thing.That just wont do! Actually now that I think of it,gone are the days when a boyfriend use to cancel on me,and Id go out and arrange another fuck for the night.Im a real woman now I guess.WILL NOT fuck Karac around.Hope hes thinkin the same.
Goin into town striaght after work to get some leads and adaptors and then Im gonna record all day but Rachels back today and I rang her last night,so Il see her laster for a casual jointage.
Im recording for the next few days in my room.Made no plans to go anywhere for tyhe four days with anyone.I just wanna do something for once instead of bein all talk.
And I met an old aldy who used to supervise teaching in my school today.I couldnt remember her name,and she couldnt remember mine,but the first thing she asked me was how I was...and was I still playing the piano? How weird is that! I proudly answered back yes, yes I was still playing it.She went on for a while about never stopping blah blah and my heart was brimming with emotion because anyone whos asked me in the last year if I played piano Id say -not anymore,used to.No.