Im wrecked
Im all over the place at the moment,my heads up my ass,clogged with silly ramblings,and its all cause of a boy.Or maybe its all cause of me,but why is it,any time theres someone new in my life I get like this.So..Saturday night sees the return of something myself and another LJ user used to divulge ourselves in quite alot...a gig.Hopfully will get to be like the old days,before the resident groupie days,because if I hear the word Stoneocean one more fucking time today... I think I will scream.
So,should be nice to see another band do the whole live thing,I wanted to go to Dorans at the beginning,for my birthday,but dont anymore,everyone wants to see StoneOcean so let em.But man,Stoneocean on my birthday is pretty cool.I know all the songs,so itll be good and enjoyable.Actually I think they have a new song so thats something to look forward too.On the whole Karac front,his head has disapeared completely up somebodys anus,cause Im trying to make sense of him,and its not happening,he gets more complicated every day,and aint makin gettin to know him any easier.I wish hed just stop.Stop everything,even rolling/smoking whatever and just stop.He moves way to fast and his head seems tormented a little I should say.I do like him alot,in some ways hes just unbelievably yummy,such a nice guy,but I dont think,Im much more to him than a little bit of fun.I know I shouldnt have invested in something like this,but argh.This guy is literally one of the biggest mind boggles Ive come across.You just cannot dislike him,and yet theres so many things to pick on,you just cant pick one.Fuck it,I hope he stays a little bit longer with me...today when I got outa the car,it seemed a little odd,I just said goodbye,and that was it.Think wed both seen enough of each other!I was tired and stoned I guess.Oh!They got a wee (weeee!!!!) tour of Ireland orgainsed.Thats just great news.AND..da-da-da-dah!He showed me how to play Romeo and Juliet on the guitar,and then he sang it,it was soooo nice,then I taught him piano last night,he was like a natural.I could see him sittin in a studio playin a baby grand,he just had a natural roll in his fingers,and he caught on extremely fast.Twas nice to see him happy with that.
Maybe it will be different if I dont see him for a few days,give it a rest.Shit like this always gets me upset.Man, How many guys have I (1)been with (2) actually been with, the list is endless,and yet I just get butterflies around him and nervous,but isnt that good?I like him,so maybe I should just drop the front,and be totally me,and not give a fuck,and enjoy myself.Maybe I should open up a little.He said something about fuckin off in the car,and sleepin in the car,go down the country or something.Sounds right up my nature trail anyways.I hope we do,that would be really nice.
xx XX S
So,should be nice to see another band do the whole live thing,I wanted to go to Dorans at the beginning,for my birthday,but dont anymore,everyone wants to see StoneOcean so let em.But man,Stoneocean on my birthday is pretty cool.I know all the songs,so itll be good and enjoyable.Actually I think they have a new song so thats something to look forward too.On the whole Karac front,his head has disapeared completely up somebodys anus,cause Im trying to make sense of him,and its not happening,he gets more complicated every day,and aint makin gettin to know him any easier.I wish hed just stop.Stop everything,even rolling/smoking whatever and just stop.He moves way to fast and his head seems tormented a little I should say.I do like him alot,in some ways hes just unbelievably yummy,such a nice guy,but I dont think,Im much more to him than a little bit of fun.I know I shouldnt have invested in something like this,but argh.This guy is literally one of the biggest mind boggles Ive come across.You just cannot dislike him,and yet theres so many things to pick on,you just cant pick one.Fuck it,I hope he stays a little bit longer with me...today when I got outa the car,it seemed a little odd,I just said goodbye,and that was it.Think wed both seen enough of each other!I was tired and stoned I guess.Oh!They got a wee (weeee!!!!) tour of Ireland orgainsed.Thats just great news.AND..da-da-da-dah!He showed me how to play Romeo and Juliet on the guitar,and then he sang it,it was soooo nice,then I taught him piano last night,he was like a natural.I could see him sittin in a studio playin a baby grand,he just had a natural roll in his fingers,and he caught on extremely fast.Twas nice to see him happy with that.
Maybe it will be different if I dont see him for a few days,give it a rest.Shit like this always gets me upset.Man, How many guys have I (1)been with (2) actually been with, the list is endless,and yet I just get butterflies around him and nervous,but isnt that good?I like him,so maybe I should just drop the front,and be totally me,and not give a fuck,and enjoy myself.Maybe I should open up a little.He said something about fuckin off in the car,and sleepin in the car,go down the country or something.Sounds right up my nature trail anyways.I hope we do,that would be really nice.
xx XX S