once so i would know by allin khg

[empallin]

cheap cold steel
pressed carefully
against the neck
the dull blade
slowly dragged down
young exposed flesh
the tip scratching harder
at each inch of the sternum
reaching the base
a naked body shifts
the hand slips
the point goes hard
into tender flesh
like the point
on a exclamation mark
marking the end
of a naive trust
then its twisting away
pulling hard at bindings
head shaking
screaming through the gag
trying to remember to breathe
death flashes
panic attack
the loss of sound
resisting the fight response
it was an accident
calm down
breathe
dont speak
breathe
there is light
breathe
hands are free
breathe
you are ok
breathe
and never do that again