i just havent posted in a long time
so ok. my life is pretty fuckin rad... my bf and have been together almost 5 months next month monday... YIP! it is love... we are def going to get married...ha! and we love it! he is currently in cali for just 5 more days and i simply can not wait to get him back. this is rediculous! 0h man! i fuckin miss the bastard. he called me tonite and has been sending me pictures which is reassuring.... and they make me laugh. damn i miss him. he has so much to tell me .. i cant wait to hear about it all! my weeek and previous week have been good. coney island. the shit. chilling.. possibly going to hoboken tomorrow... well that is my plan. i really wanna go.. im feeling being there alone. bring wine glasses and juice and just sit on a blanket... there is a movie under the stars playing and i would like to catch that. i miss doing things alone, and i never want people to think that it is because i would rather not hang out with them... it is because i miss independence./.. so i have to vent it some how. and hell hoboken is trendy and fun. i think it woyuld be fun to sit there with grape juice and wine glasses... hahaha... im a bitch.. but its funny! anyway... i dont really have much more to say.