9 days of school &counting..

[emoxlullaby]

things have been going pretty bad lately. it's weird, i fuck up at the end of the term &after all that i have worked for is now down the drain. i wasted my time trying to re-take a class which i am now getting the same i had last time. i wish this had never happened. but now it is too late to change anything. but oh well, fuck it. as long as i can graduate. we only have 9 more days of school left anyway. whatever. i'm just so sick of everything, i want it to be summer already. i want everything to be over &done with now! tomorrow is my ap gov exam &i'm not up for it at all. &i have a paper due on thursday, also another ap exam for economics from 730-430. it's so crazy, i don't know how the hell i'm going to manage all my time into all those things. damn senior year is almost over &i'm still stressing out. what the fuck is wrong with me? i'm supposed to be happy.. but shit happens. just gotta deal with it.
so far my plans for the summer are as follows: get a job or internship, take the crc test for fall enrollment, trip to los angeles, &go to more shows + partiesss.

i don't care anymore, i'm just so glad to get out of that school. graduation is getting so near &the closer it is, the more i want out.

-sigh- i'm still up studying for the ap exam. wish me luck people.