Sep 29, 2009 19:58
I'm working EVERY DAY that I'm not going to school. 5 days a week. 8 hrs a day. IT'S IN FUCKING SANE. I enjoy it, don't get me wrong it's just that I see Aaron for an hr before he goes to FedEx and I sit at home all evening watching dvr'd episodes of Tyra and Gossip Girl. I really miss the times when we would watch movies in bed together at night and cuddle. It's a pain staying up until midnight to wake up so early the next day.
I found this email Aaron sent me at Paige's birthday party, after I passed out.
You're the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.
I'm so in love with you.
We're gonna be together forever because we're soulmates.
You're the one I see myself growing old with.
You're incredibly intelligent.
And just as beautiful.
And as much as things suck sometimes between work and our families, we
always, ALWAYS have each other, and with that, we'll never be in this
alone.
I want a kitten.
And I want to marry you and have a family.
And I'm sorry I wasn't tired when you went to bed, but you're awfully
cute sleeping there.
And I don't really know anyone other than Paige, Ashley, David and
Michael here so I don't know who to talk to.
You're the first person who hasn't made me feel like a complete loser.
You're the only one who believes in me.
I want to be in a band and I'm kind of depressed that because of my job
I'll probably never have the chance to be on stage again.
But I don't think I'm really that good of a musician anyways so I guess
it doesn't matter.
I love that you like my singing, because I hate my voice and you give me
a reason to sing.
I only wish I was a better song writer, because everything I write could
never be good enough for you.
I'm so lost without you.
I'm sitting on the couch beside the cat writing this.
I so don't deserve your love, but you've given me a chance, and I could
never thank you enough.
I'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you.
My stomach hurts from all the alcohol.
Did I mention I don't know anyone else who's here?
And did I mention that you are the only person in the world for me? Cus
you are.
And I love waking up beside you every single day.
And you have my heart, and I'm glad you do.
Thank you for just being the most amazing person in the world because I
love you so much.
<3 your soulmates, aaron.
Too bad he only writes these nice things when he's drunk.
I'm so proud of him though. He's programming and being a super smart cookie. I wish I was a quarter as smart as he is.
OH and Halloween is coming up! What is everyone being? Aaron and I are being a nun and a priest. It will be fantastic.
XO.