Philosophy, Inspiration and Hope at 1 in the morning
Hey I know a lot of you are really depressed and what not so I figured, what the hell this may help a lot of people.
My views are my own. I personally do not believe in God. If that offends anyone or makes anyone angry I am sorry but that's just me. No problem with believers, I am just not one of them.
Sorry it's so fucking long.
godisaPENGUIN13: hey
soybomb43: hey
soybomb43: whats up
godisaPENGUIN13: sup
godisaPENGUIN13: nm
godisaPENGUIN13: u
soybomb43: nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: i got a new poem
godisaPENGUIN13: wanna see?
soybomb43: why not
godisaPENGUIN13: in my room its less safe
its where my demons come out
the monster inside me unleashes its rage
i hurt myself again
i hate myself again
i cant stand to look in a mirror
i dont recognize my own face
i cant even see through my tears
i cant look at the monster ive become
why do these words come out of my mouth
why is "ill be fine" a plea for help?
every tear leaves a scar
a scar burned into my flesh
at my own rage
i cant control the hate
the hate that i reserve for myself
soybomb43: Where did that come from?
godisaPENGUIN13: my brain?
soybomb43: I mean all the pain
godisaPENGUIN13: i dont know
godisaPENGUIN13: but i wrote that just before i cut the fuck outta my leg
soybomb43: And why did you cut your leg?
godisaPENGUIN13: cuz i liekthe pain
godisaPENGUIN13: like the*
godisaPENGUIN13: but dont tell la that i still cut
soybomb43: Why would I do that
godisaPENGUIN13: idk
soybomb43: I won't
soybomb43: So you enjoy pain
godisaPENGUIN13: yes
soybomb43: I see
godisaPENGUIN13: yes
godisaPENGUIN13: i got blood on my notebook
soybomb43: That happens
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
godisaPENGUIN13: true dat
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: So
soybomb43: why do you hate yourself?
godisaPENGUIN13: cuz im an ugly person
soybomb43: Why do you say that?
godisaPENGUIN13: its true
soybomb43: No
soybomb43: Of course you think its true otherwise you wou;dn't say it
soybomb43: I mean
soybomb43: what makes you ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: i am, and im really messed up
soybomb43: THose aren't reasons
soybomb43: that's just restating your position
soybomb43: tell me why you're ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: physically or mentally?
soybomb43: Both. I have a while
godisaPENGUIN13: im fat
godisaPENGUIN13: and i have a lot of scars
godisaPENGUIN13: and
godisaPENGUIN13: idk
soybomb43: Fat means nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: it does too
soybomb43: No t doesn't
godisaPENGUIN13: u wouldnt date a fat chick and you know it
soybomb43: Are you kidding me?
godisaPENGUIN13: no
soybomb43: I'm in love with a fat chick
godisaPENGUIN13: im not
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
godisaPENGUIN13: okay?
soybomb43: "Fat" is onl;y what at the time is considered ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: well lucky fat chick
soybomb43: Befor A skinny person was called sickly
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: And plump women were the beauties
soybomb43: Fuck what the current times are
soybomb43: if your fat
soybomb43: you're fat
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: Laugh and grow fat
godisaPENGUIN13: HAHAHAHA
godisaPENGUIN13: i blame my parents
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: It doesn't matter who's to blame
soybomb43: being fat isn't important
godisaPENGUIN13: people make fun of me
godisaPENGUIN13: all the time
soybomb43: Well that's just because they are bastards
soybomb43: Dumb bastards don't deserve opinions
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
godisaPENGUIN13: no kidding
soybomb43: They deserve to be shot and killed
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: If someone calls you fat
soybomb43: then fine
soybomb43: they think you're fat
soybomb43: then what
soybomb43: see?
godisaPENGUIN13: :-)\
soybomb43: As long as you get it in your head that fat doesn't matter
soybomb43: it doesn't matter
godisaPENGUIN13: i love you patrick
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: lol
soybomb43: Thanks
godisaPENGUIN13: anytime
godisaPENGUIN13: i love that
godisaPENGUIN13: next time someone calls me fat ill be like
godisaPENGUIN13: so im fat.,..now what?
soybomb43: It takes away all of the bastarss power
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: Then what can thy say?
soybomb43: Fattie fattie gffattie
soybomb43: lol
soybomb43: it's nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: Fat is just a body size
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: That's why I have no problem calling the girl I love fat
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Now the main problem is
godisaPENGUIN13: ..
soybomb43: only the few enlightened individuals understand this whole fat thing
soybomb43: you are right about people making fun of you
soybomb43: most people don't get it
soybomb43: People will make fun of weight
soybomb43: or they will make fun of a chick for being fat
soybomb43: *flat
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: or someone for having acne
godisaPENGUIN13: i dont have that problem
soybomb43: haha
soybomb43: I wouldn't think so
godisaPENGUIN13: what i have boobs and really good skin
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: I have bad acne
godisaPENGUIN13: im sorry
soybomb43: it used to bother the hell out of me
godisaPENGUIN13: i used to
soybomb43: Now I don't care
soybomb43: So no need to be sorry
soybomb43: I just don't care
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: It's just that my pores aren't as good as some other peoples. YThat's it. And to get upset over something like pores
soybomb43: or weight
soybomb43: or anything like that
soybomb43: it's silly
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Sure I don't get a lot of girlfriends.
godisaPENGUIN13: :-(
soybomb43: But that's their problem
soybomb43: not mine
godisaPENGUIN13: yea it is
godisaPENGUIN13: they dont know what theyre missing
soybomb43: Precisely
soybomb43: I'm a good human person
soybomb43: I try to be the best I can
soybomb43: and if they can see past looks
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: fuck em
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
godisaPENGUIN13: bitches
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: hahaha
soybomb43: exactly
soybomb43: certainly nothing to hate myself over
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: As for scars
soybomb43: I'm guessing many of those you did to yourself
godisaPENGUIN13: not many....most
godisaPENGUIN13: like 99 %
soybomb43: Yeah
soybomb43: so that much, you can't control
godisaPENGUIN13: i have like 2 scars on my legs from shaving too fast
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Well you could
soybomb43: before
soybomb43: but now it's the past
godisaPENGUIN13: ya
soybomb43: So you just have to understand
soybomb43: "I didn those to myself. I probably wasn't in the clearest state of mind, otherwise I would of thought about scars. So now I have to move on"
soybomb43: If you don't want scars
soybomb43: Then don't cut yourself
godisaPENGUIN13: i stopped for like 7 monthc
godisaPENGUIN13: months*
soybomb43: See? That's good
soybomb43: Now cutting
godisaPENGUIN13: but then i started again
soybomb43: I'm not going to say whether it is bad or good
soybomb43: Cuz it's your choice
godisaPENGUIN13: thanks
soybomb43: but the main problem with it is tthat it's mostly not done with a clear head
godisaPENGUIN13: ur the only one whos ever said that
godisaPENGUIN13: yea ik
soybomb43: It's don in fits of emotion
soybomb43: As long as you don't try to commit suicide
soybomb43: Cuz I'd miss you
soybomb43: and so would a lot of others
godisaPENGUIN13: oh ive done that b4
godisaPENGUIN13: aww
godisaPENGUIN13: :-( i love you
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Well don't do that
soybomb43: cuz there's no taking back that
soybomb43: and it's kind of too big a decision to be made
godisaPENGUIN13: everytime some one says dont killurself cuz id miss u it makes me cry
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: when you've only lived 15 years
soybomb43: Cutting yourself you have a scar
soybomb43: and that's a lot less to deal with
soybomb43: then not being alive
soybomb43: Cuz
soybomb43: And keep in mind this is where I stop speaking basic truths and start talking my own personal believes
godisaPENGUIN13: aighrt
godisaPENGUIN13: alright*
soybomb43: There is no heaven
soybomb43: and there is no hell
godisaPENGUIN13: i know that
soybomb43: ok then
godisaPENGUIN13: and gods a penguin
godisaPENGUIN13: ^_^
soybomb43: Well here's all there is
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: there is around 70 years of life
soybomb43: on Earth
soybomb43: that's it
soybomb43: people spend that 70 years all sorts of ways
soybomb43: but in the end
soybomb43: we all die
soybomb43: So my theory is
soybomb43: fuck, why spend any of it depressed
soybomb43: there's not enough time for that
godisaPENGUIN13: yea but i cant help that
soybomb43: I know
soybomb43: But the deal is
soybomb43: why cut your life shrt?
soybomb43: every single time you ever smile
soybomb43: ever laugh
soybomb43: ever enjoy yourself
soybomb43: it's worth living
soybomb43: Just for those
soybomb43: cuz all sorts of things in life
soybomb43: will depress you
godisaPENGUIN13: what if i dont have happy moments?
soybomb43: and make you miserable
soybomb43: You do
soybomb43: you've had them with me right here
soybomb43: See?
soybomb43: All that matters is happiness
soybomb43: live for those fleeting moments of happiness
soybomb43: and you WILL find
soybomb43: that those come more and more often
soybomb43: Happened to me
soybomb43: But whatever
soybomb43: main point is
godisaPENGUIN13: lucky you
soybomb43: if you feel like you want to cut yourself
soybomb43: then there's no stopping you
soybomb43: as long as you don't kill yourself
soybomb43: Yes
soybomb43: I am lucky
soybomb43: Wait no
soybomb43: I'm not
soybomb43: cuz there is no luck
godisaPENGUIN13: y not
soybomb43: Listen
soybomb43: Because
soybomb43: there is no God
soybomb43: no Heaven
soybomb43: No hell
soybomb43: no mystiv forcces
soybomb43: no cosmic entities
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: just life
godisaPENGUIN13: no kidding
soybomb43: and death
soybomb43: But listen
godisaPENGUIN13: k
soybomb43: here is a basic truth
soybomb43: All of creation
soybomb43: grass
soybomb43: flowers
soybomb43: people
soybomb43: skies
soybomb43: everything
godisaPENGUIN13: even lil furry animals?
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: yes
godisaPENGUIN13: uh oh
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: it's all how you perceive it
soybomb43: your entire reality
soybomb43: is what it is
soybomb43: cause that's how you see it
soybomb43: you don;t see anything
soybomb43: from any other point of view
soybomb43: but your own
soybomb43: you can know other points of view
soybomb43: you can understand other peoples points of view
soybomb43: but you can only see one
soybomb43: yours
soybomb43: the same goes for everyone on this planet
soybomb43: All of their reality is how they see it.
soybomb43: If you are colorblind
soybomb43: then there is no such thing as color
soybomb43: only faded sepia
soybomb43: You can understand that other people see colors
soybomb43: but in your reality
soybomb43: there is no color
soybomb43: Anyway
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: what all that means is, with enough work and effort, you can begin to shape your reality
soybomb43: anyway you see fit
soybomb43: Once you begin to ylearn how to control it
soybomb43: how to take control of how you see things
soybomb43: then the world can be as dark or bright as you want
soybomb43: Life can be as funny or tragic as you want
soybomb43: It's fucking hard to do
soybomb43: but mastering your reality is possibl
soybomb43: possible
godisaPENGUIN13: yea..
soybomb43: Now you dont have to be all sunshine and happiness
godisaPENGUIN13: hahahaha
godisaPENGUIN13: godd
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: onlt a fool would alter his reality to block all sadness
godisaPENGUIN13: good*
soybomb43: Because Sadness is important
soybomb43: without it we never appreciate the joy in our lives
soybomb43: but you can think your way out of situations that are too depressing for you to handle
soybomb43: the same way you can decide that people calling you fat have no power once-so ever
soybomb43: And that much
soybomb43: is my message to you
soybomb43: My personal philosophy on life
soybomb43: It's just one keep in mind
soybomb43: there are bookstores full of vast and differing opinions.
soybomb43: Just thought I'd share mine.
soybomb43: Cuz I love ya.
godisaPENGUIN13: awww
godisaPENGUIN13: i love you too:-)
soybomb43: See?
soybomb43: good moments do exist
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
godisaPENGUIN13: only when i talk to you
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: well then
soybomb43: talk to me more often
godisaPENGUIN13: i shall
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
My views are my own. I personally do not believe in God. If that offends anyone or makes anyone angry I am sorry but that's just me. No problem with believers, I am just not one of them.
Sorry it's so fucking long.
godisaPENGUIN13: hey
soybomb43: hey
soybomb43: whats up
godisaPENGUIN13: sup
godisaPENGUIN13: nm
godisaPENGUIN13: u
soybomb43: nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: i got a new poem
godisaPENGUIN13: wanna see?
soybomb43: why not
godisaPENGUIN13: in my room its less safe
its where my demons come out
the monster inside me unleashes its rage
i hurt myself again
i hate myself again
i cant stand to look in a mirror
i dont recognize my own face
i cant even see through my tears
i cant look at the monster ive become
why do these words come out of my mouth
why is "ill be fine" a plea for help?
every tear leaves a scar
a scar burned into my flesh
at my own rage
i cant control the hate
the hate that i reserve for myself
soybomb43: Where did that come from?
godisaPENGUIN13: my brain?
soybomb43: I mean all the pain
godisaPENGUIN13: i dont know
godisaPENGUIN13: but i wrote that just before i cut the fuck outta my leg
soybomb43: And why did you cut your leg?
godisaPENGUIN13: cuz i liekthe pain
godisaPENGUIN13: like the*
godisaPENGUIN13: but dont tell la that i still cut
soybomb43: Why would I do that
godisaPENGUIN13: idk
soybomb43: I won't
soybomb43: So you enjoy pain
godisaPENGUIN13: yes
soybomb43: I see
godisaPENGUIN13: yes
godisaPENGUIN13: i got blood on my notebook
soybomb43: That happens
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
godisaPENGUIN13: true dat
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: So
soybomb43: why do you hate yourself?
godisaPENGUIN13: cuz im an ugly person
soybomb43: Why do you say that?
godisaPENGUIN13: its true
soybomb43: No
soybomb43: Of course you think its true otherwise you wou;dn't say it
soybomb43: I mean
soybomb43: what makes you ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: i am, and im really messed up
soybomb43: THose aren't reasons
soybomb43: that's just restating your position
soybomb43: tell me why you're ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: physically or mentally?
soybomb43: Both. I have a while
godisaPENGUIN13: im fat
godisaPENGUIN13: and i have a lot of scars
godisaPENGUIN13: and
godisaPENGUIN13: idk
soybomb43: Fat means nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: it does too
soybomb43: No t doesn't
godisaPENGUIN13: u wouldnt date a fat chick and you know it
soybomb43: Are you kidding me?
godisaPENGUIN13: no
soybomb43: I'm in love with a fat chick
godisaPENGUIN13: im not
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
godisaPENGUIN13: okay?
soybomb43: "Fat" is onl;y what at the time is considered ugly
godisaPENGUIN13: well lucky fat chick
soybomb43: Befor A skinny person was called sickly
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: And plump women were the beauties
soybomb43: Fuck what the current times are
soybomb43: if your fat
soybomb43: you're fat
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: Laugh and grow fat
godisaPENGUIN13: HAHAHAHA
godisaPENGUIN13: i blame my parents
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: It doesn't matter who's to blame
soybomb43: being fat isn't important
godisaPENGUIN13: people make fun of me
godisaPENGUIN13: all the time
soybomb43: Well that's just because they are bastards
soybomb43: Dumb bastards don't deserve opinions
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
godisaPENGUIN13: no kidding
soybomb43: They deserve to be shot and killed
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: If someone calls you fat
soybomb43: then fine
soybomb43: they think you're fat
soybomb43: then what
soybomb43: see?
godisaPENGUIN13: :-)\
soybomb43: As long as you get it in your head that fat doesn't matter
soybomb43: it doesn't matter
godisaPENGUIN13: i love you patrick
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: lol
soybomb43: Thanks
godisaPENGUIN13: anytime
godisaPENGUIN13: i love that
godisaPENGUIN13: next time someone calls me fat ill be like
godisaPENGUIN13: so im fat.,..now what?
soybomb43: It takes away all of the bastarss power
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: Then what can thy say?
soybomb43: Fattie fattie gffattie
soybomb43: lol
soybomb43: it's nothing
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: Fat is just a body size
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: That's why I have no problem calling the girl I love fat
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Now the main problem is
godisaPENGUIN13: ..
soybomb43: only the few enlightened individuals understand this whole fat thing
soybomb43: you are right about people making fun of you
soybomb43: most people don't get it
soybomb43: People will make fun of weight
soybomb43: or they will make fun of a chick for being fat
soybomb43: *flat
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
godisaPENGUIN13: hahaha
soybomb43: or someone for having acne
godisaPENGUIN13: i dont have that problem
soybomb43: haha
soybomb43: I wouldn't think so
godisaPENGUIN13: what i have boobs and really good skin
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: I have bad acne
godisaPENGUIN13: im sorry
soybomb43: it used to bother the hell out of me
godisaPENGUIN13: i used to
soybomb43: Now I don't care
soybomb43: So no need to be sorry
soybomb43: I just don't care
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: It's just that my pores aren't as good as some other peoples. YThat's it. And to get upset over something like pores
soybomb43: or weight
soybomb43: or anything like that
soybomb43: it's silly
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Sure I don't get a lot of girlfriends.
godisaPENGUIN13: :-(
soybomb43: But that's their problem
soybomb43: not mine
godisaPENGUIN13: yea it is
godisaPENGUIN13: they dont know what theyre missing
soybomb43: Precisely
soybomb43: I'm a good human person
soybomb43: I try to be the best I can
soybomb43: and if they can see past looks
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: fuck em
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
godisaPENGUIN13: bitches
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: hahaha
soybomb43: exactly
soybomb43: certainly nothing to hate myself over
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: As for scars
soybomb43: I'm guessing many of those you did to yourself
godisaPENGUIN13: not many....most
godisaPENGUIN13: like 99 %
soybomb43: Yeah
soybomb43: so that much, you can't control
godisaPENGUIN13: i have like 2 scars on my legs from shaving too fast
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Well you could
soybomb43: before
soybomb43: but now it's the past
godisaPENGUIN13: ya
soybomb43: So you just have to understand
soybomb43: "I didn those to myself. I probably wasn't in the clearest state of mind, otherwise I would of thought about scars. So now I have to move on"
soybomb43: If you don't want scars
soybomb43: Then don't cut yourself
godisaPENGUIN13: i stopped for like 7 monthc
godisaPENGUIN13: months*
soybomb43: See? That's good
soybomb43: Now cutting
godisaPENGUIN13: but then i started again
soybomb43: I'm not going to say whether it is bad or good
soybomb43: Cuz it's your choice
godisaPENGUIN13: thanks
soybomb43: but the main problem with it is tthat it's mostly not done with a clear head
godisaPENGUIN13: ur the only one whos ever said that
godisaPENGUIN13: yea ik
soybomb43: It's don in fits of emotion
soybomb43: As long as you don't try to commit suicide
soybomb43: Cuz I'd miss you
soybomb43: and so would a lot of others
godisaPENGUIN13: oh ive done that b4
godisaPENGUIN13: aww
godisaPENGUIN13: :-( i love you
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: Well don't do that
soybomb43: cuz there's no taking back that
soybomb43: and it's kind of too big a decision to be made
godisaPENGUIN13: everytime some one says dont killurself cuz id miss u it makes me cry
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: when you've only lived 15 years
soybomb43: Cutting yourself you have a scar
soybomb43: and that's a lot less to deal with
soybomb43: then not being alive
soybomb43: Cuz
soybomb43: And keep in mind this is where I stop speaking basic truths and start talking my own personal believes
godisaPENGUIN13: aighrt
godisaPENGUIN13: alright*
soybomb43: There is no heaven
soybomb43: and there is no hell
godisaPENGUIN13: i know that
soybomb43: ok then
godisaPENGUIN13: and gods a penguin
godisaPENGUIN13: ^_^
soybomb43: Well here's all there is
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: there is around 70 years of life
soybomb43: on Earth
soybomb43: that's it
soybomb43: people spend that 70 years all sorts of ways
soybomb43: but in the end
soybomb43: we all die
soybomb43: So my theory is
soybomb43: fuck, why spend any of it depressed
soybomb43: there's not enough time for that
godisaPENGUIN13: yea but i cant help that
soybomb43: I know
soybomb43: But the deal is
soybomb43: why cut your life shrt?
soybomb43: every single time you ever smile
soybomb43: ever laugh
soybomb43: ever enjoy yourself
soybomb43: it's worth living
soybomb43: Just for those
soybomb43: cuz all sorts of things in life
soybomb43: will depress you
godisaPENGUIN13: what if i dont have happy moments?
soybomb43: and make you miserable
soybomb43: You do
soybomb43: you've had them with me right here
soybomb43: See?
soybomb43: All that matters is happiness
soybomb43: live for those fleeting moments of happiness
soybomb43: and you WILL find
soybomb43: that those come more and more often
soybomb43: Happened to me
soybomb43: But whatever
soybomb43: main point is
godisaPENGUIN13: lucky you
soybomb43: if you feel like you want to cut yourself
soybomb43: then there's no stopping you
soybomb43: as long as you don't kill yourself
soybomb43: Yes
soybomb43: I am lucky
soybomb43: Wait no
soybomb43: I'm not
soybomb43: cuz there is no luck
godisaPENGUIN13: y not
soybomb43: Listen
soybomb43: Because
soybomb43: there is no God
soybomb43: no Heaven
soybomb43: No hell
soybomb43: no mystiv forcces
soybomb43: no cosmic entities
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: just life
godisaPENGUIN13: no kidding
soybomb43: and death
soybomb43: But listen
godisaPENGUIN13: k
soybomb43: here is a basic truth
soybomb43: All of creation
soybomb43: grass
soybomb43: flowers
soybomb43: people
soybomb43: skies
soybomb43: everything
godisaPENGUIN13: even lil furry animals?
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: yes
godisaPENGUIN13: uh oh
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: it's all how you perceive it
soybomb43: your entire reality
soybomb43: is what it is
soybomb43: cause that's how you see it
soybomb43: you don;t see anything
soybomb43: from any other point of view
soybomb43: but your own
soybomb43: you can know other points of view
soybomb43: you can understand other peoples points of view
soybomb43: but you can only see one
soybomb43: yours
soybomb43: the same goes for everyone on this planet
soybomb43: All of their reality is how they see it.
soybomb43: If you are colorblind
soybomb43: then there is no such thing as color
soybomb43: only faded sepia
soybomb43: You can understand that other people see colors
soybomb43: but in your reality
soybomb43: there is no color
soybomb43: Anyway
godisaPENGUIN13: yea
soybomb43: what all that means is, with enough work and effort, you can begin to shape your reality
soybomb43: anyway you see fit
soybomb43: Once you begin to ylearn how to control it
soybomb43: how to take control of how you see things
soybomb43: then the world can be as dark or bright as you want
soybomb43: Life can be as funny or tragic as you want
soybomb43: It's fucking hard to do
soybomb43: but mastering your reality is possibl
soybomb43: possible
godisaPENGUIN13: yea..
soybomb43: Now you dont have to be all sunshine and happiness
godisaPENGUIN13: hahahaha
godisaPENGUIN13: godd
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
soybomb43: onlt a fool would alter his reality to block all sadness
godisaPENGUIN13: good*
soybomb43: Because Sadness is important
soybomb43: without it we never appreciate the joy in our lives
soybomb43: but you can think your way out of situations that are too depressing for you to handle
soybomb43: the same way you can decide that people calling you fat have no power once-so ever
soybomb43: And that much
soybomb43: is my message to you
soybomb43: My personal philosophy on life
soybomb43: It's just one keep in mind
soybomb43: there are bookstores full of vast and differing opinions.
soybomb43: Just thought I'd share mine.
soybomb43: Cuz I love ya.
godisaPENGUIN13: awww
godisaPENGUIN13: i love you too:-)
soybomb43: See?
soybomb43: good moments do exist
godisaPENGUIN13: lol
godisaPENGUIN13: only when i talk to you
godisaPENGUIN13: haha
soybomb43: well then
soybomb43: talk to me more often
godisaPENGUIN13: i shall
godisaPENGUIN13: lol