i loved him...now he's gone

[emoxiris]

ever feel like its over? like theres no way to keep going because so many bad things have happened to you lately that you just feel overpowered? cant think clearly, cant concentrate on anything. so numb you cant cry, you know how hard the last hit was, but somehow your mind just wont let you feel it yet? you feel like a giant overfilled balloon...

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[emoxiris]

i never loved him...i was just being fucking emotional...sorry, GIRLS DO THAT SOMETIMES. who the hell anonymously comments on these things anyway, thats lame as hell. and yeah i wasnt abotu to go hurt myself i was just venting...and ur probably right he was just using me for the sex, and i dont really care because ive done that to people too (and i was doin the same thing to him...fuck that i knew he had a girlfriend i just wanted to get laid) so yeah you dont think i realized? thanks. the only problem i had with the whole thing was that he DID tell me he loved me, and it wasnt the first time, or right after we finished having sex, hed been telling me for almost 2 years, thats the only reason i really cared he got back together with his girlfriend who he "still loved" because from my experience its pretty hard to love 2 people at the same time...so props to you for thinking you're so creative and thinking you could bug me with this comment, i think it was jsut really lame that you posted anonymously, so u wanna fess up who you are?
oh and yeah ur right, i have learned that men arent to be trusted, but at times girls are jsut as bad, so watch out yourself...
thanks for all the help hahahaha