Apr 14, 2005 04:06
I wrote three songs for my new band.
Your torn body will be buried where none may find it's decay.
Your fresh blood and organs, I've consumed.
While you rot in a fresh grave.
I stand silently above you.
Tormenter, Mother of a Hatred between lovers.
Engraved upon your tombstone.
To drown myself now,
Would find me better suited for tomorrow,
When I find myself in a lake of my own blood.
The stale air would fill my broken lungs,
And I would sign in patience,
Close my eyes, and fall forever awaiting a new chapter
That would never come.
Perhaps when winter hugs my fresh corpse,
I’ll know what it’s like to be you.
Undying love for a beauty with no name.
Fallen in love and lust.
A perpetual bond, never breaking or bending.
Shattered, in one night of deception.
Shattered heart, a knife broken in my skull,
Breathing stops and I drift into slumber.
A kiss of the devil still lingers on my lips.
Her breath smelled of deceit.
Lies, treachery, the blasphemy of hate,
Ruined our perfect utopia.
Vengeance flows in my veins,
As the blood and life flow away.
Reach for her neck, fueled by hatred.
The angel of death gives me reprimands.
Nothing can bring me to my knees, as I hold you in a death grip.
Rid me of these constraning bonds,
My hands can hear my plead.
In one moment, I rip her jaw from her face.
I tear for her eyes, eyes that long and plead for death.
Death will come soon.
I brand her with the fire of vengence.
Break the sternum and rip her heart out.
Shred the voice that called my name.
Slit her throat and burn what remains,
And destroy the world that was created from love.
Betrayal was close to you.
Your best friend, your lover, my enemy.
Your existence.
You spilled my blood in the name of betrayal.
Had I not been blind,
Perhaps I would’ve seen through you.
Perhaps perfection would’ve seemed infinite.
But there is no way to remedy the deception.
An illusion of understanding,
Like a dream upon awakening,
You distance yourself from my reach.
I’ll take a knife to you,
If only you hadn’t beaten me there.
My memories of you fade with the twilight,
Fading, fading, fading into nothingness.
Fading into darkness.