I have to man up...
I really hate how I take everyone for granted.
I guess that's one of my bigger character flaws.
I take basically everything for granted. I guess I should value things more since I'm concious about it anyway.
I take love for granted too...even though it doesn't matter to me as much as it used to. I can get along fine without love...at least I've convinced myself of that...idk...
I don't know if I can really do it.
I don't have self esteem either. It's not like any of my friends help me in that department.
I am insecure. Lately I've tried to hide this weakness, even though I am clearly exposing you to it now. I am pretty worthless.
I hate being this less than SUBSTANDARD human being.
I was never good enough for anyone. To fucking fat, and to fucking immature for anyone. Look...I'm showing my immaturity right now...
Being me is like falling forever...
"It's like trying to fight gravity on a planet that insists...love is like falling and falling is like this..."
I guess that's one of my bigger character flaws.
I take basically everything for granted. I guess I should value things more since I'm concious about it anyway.
I take love for granted too...even though it doesn't matter to me as much as it used to. I can get along fine without love...at least I've convinced myself of that...idk...
I don't know if I can really do it.
I don't have self esteem either. It's not like any of my friends help me in that department.
I am insecure. Lately I've tried to hide this weakness, even though I am clearly exposing you to it now. I am pretty worthless.
I hate being this less than SUBSTANDARD human being.
I was never good enough for anyone. To fucking fat, and to fucking immature for anyone. Look...I'm showing my immaturity right now...
Being me is like falling forever...
"It's like trying to fight gravity on a planet that insists...love is like falling and falling is like this..."