Lust is better than Love

[emoxfuck]

Love makes people weak.

Love brought me to my knees.

How could I allow myself to be so disgusting?

I want to be so numb that I can't understand what love is anymore.

How could I allow myself to be so weak?

I'm sick of seeing people either so damn happy...or WEAK LIKE ME.

It fucking DISGUSTS ME.

I would rather be emotionless than how I am now. Empathetic and Caring...

I'M SICK OF CARING.