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Hmm. what has summer vaction come to. It's more like..what the hell I expecting from it. It's been differnt in my life latley. I feel like there is a hole that needs to be filled in. I don't think it's a person or anything like that. I think I need to go out and do something for myself. I'm really not sure what though, and thats the hard part about what im going through. I'm always looking for some kind of big thing to happen and it does'nt ever come. I try to write these stories or novels and i end them half way through becasue they are'nt good enough. I try to write a beautiful song on my keyboard and wind up shutting it off. I get discouraged way to easily, and annoyed with myself. I dont know whats been wrong with me latley...seriously. Like I said this is'nt about people in my life. It's me. and I dont like it. And i can't figure it out. Im not depressed, or unhappy. Im just confused.