Jan 26, 2011 16:04
So this is the first time I am reading Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone after Half-Blood Prince. Which means this is the first time I'm gonna re-read the series after the death of Dumbledore, Remus, Tonks, Snape, Fred, Hedwig, Dobby, Mad Eye Moody, Bellatrix and ofcourse Voldermort. So today, while I was reading the first few pages of the book on my journey to my work place, I could not help but smile when Dumbledore offered McGonagall Lemon Sherbet. And then it suddenly dawned on me, that a 5 books from now, he won't be there. And that is the reason I did no re-read the Harry Potter books. Because I COUDLN'T!! And if I continue reading, I will feel more worse about those deaths that meant so much to me. The deaths at which I cried. It is sooo annoying. Just so very annoying. All the people you could ever love are dead and worst part is that you KNOW IT! Once you just knew that they would stay alive. Now they are gone. And freak shit, I have to continue reading the book!! I feel sad already. :(
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