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I'm not quite sure if it's just me, but when positive things happen.. they don't seem to stick out quite as much as the negative. I focus more on those rather than the good things. I also have a problem with trust, because of things that have happened to me in the past. Why can't I see what I have? Unfortunetley, sometimes I take what we have for granted -- though I don't mean to. Why can't I just realize that his words are solem and true? Why can't I just look ahead rather than back? And most importantly of all why can't I let the positive outweigh the negative? There are MANY MORE good times than bad.
Dammit Jaimie, just it go, and know that things are good and he won't decieve you. Hasn't he proved that to you? He's done so much for you, yet you can't seem to forgive him for his mistakes. They were a LONG time ago.. last year in fact. What you two have is a bond that is so secure and true, and it can't be broken. It's not a few month relationship where artifical "love" is thrown around. A year and a half is quite some time to devote yourself to someone, and he's shown you that he is serious and wants to be with you. What do you think that promise ring is for?You know each other better than you know yourselves, and you can read one another like an open book. Open your eyes Jaimie, and stop looking back. You're only going to screw yourself over.
Dammit Jaimie, just it go, and know that things are good and he won't decieve you. Hasn't he proved that to you? He's done so much for you, yet you can't seem to forgive him for his mistakes. They were a LONG time ago.. last year in fact. What you two have is a bond that is so secure and true, and it can't be broken. It's not a few month relationship where artifical "love" is thrown around. A year and a half is quite some time to devote yourself to someone, and he's shown you that he is serious and wants to be with you. What do you think that promise ring is for?You know each other better than you know yourselves, and you can read one another like an open book. Open your eyes Jaimie, and stop looking back. You're only going to screw yourself over.