the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams
tomorrows christmas. yay. actually i'm not in to cheery of a mood. i think its cause ive been inside all day and i didnt talk to any of my friends. And this isnt good becuase i was alone with my thoughts all day. Which really isnt good. i think about things that make me cry and then i'm sad and no one wants to be sad. i know i'm over dramatic but oh well. no one reads this any ways. can you ever forgive someone for making you cry? i dont think you ever really do. But saying sorry and proving that you were sorry would help. you know youre desperate for attention when you cant go 20 minutes without someone complimenting you and you cant go a day without a girlfriend/boyfriend. i'm not directing that at anyone in particular. its just a thought i have. well i guess i better go and find something to pass my time until i fall asleep. homework maybe? i dont know. happy holidays to most and a merry fucking christmas to all.
i just realized where i was last christmas.
i just realized where i was last christmas.