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I never thought that i could be hurt any more than when the day my the one i loved left me. I guess i was wrong. Today she showed me different when she told that i would have to wait for weeks to celebrate her birthday with her. After all the shit we went through in our short time that is what i here after the fact the i stood by her side and refused to leave when there was a big problem with us in the relationship with her when a member of the family tried to break us up. Humiliated both us but emberrassed her more. I see that after everything i did and got her that she cant take a short time from one day to spend it with so we can celebrate her bday. I even asked her to marry me. She says yes and still it is this. She says that she loves me with all her heart but, i feel that maybe she does love me but its only half as much as me. What can i do except cry and now know the truth.
~R~
~R~