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Gah. Im so tired of all that's goin on with me and the boy.
Its hard to enjoy time with someone when you're always wondering how much he's saying is real and how much of a front he's putting on.
Amazing how he always calls - drunk or sober. Always calls me, asking what Im doing then, later tonight, tomorrow morning.
What does he want from me, exactly?
Sometimes, I'm perfectly content with a great friend with benefits, even though he says we're "more than that"
I cant believe the contradictions I've found.. But its tearing me up inside.
Its hard to enjoy time with someone when you're always wondering how much he's saying is real and how much of a front he's putting on.
Amazing how he always calls - drunk or sober. Always calls me, asking what Im doing then, later tonight, tomorrow morning.
What does he want from me, exactly?
Sometimes, I'm perfectly content with a great friend with benefits, even though he says we're "more than that"
I cant believe the contradictions I've found.. But its tearing me up inside.