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So now that he's gone, I really dont have anything to do - but work, go to classes when they start, and maybe actually update this thing.... I missed him last night, and I dont want to think that he didn't miss me, but I know its a possibility. He said before - several weeks ago - he might let me go when he thought he could handle being away from me every night and when I could handle it, because he thought I thought it would be best for me. But I only thought that if he really didn't want anything to do with me , if he was just dragging me along for the fun of it. But from the hugs, the kisses, I cant say he doesn't have some feelings for me... And even if that's it, the worst case scenario, I'm sure we can pick up where we left off... Maybe... God I just wanted his arms last night.