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i've been having trouble lately remembering if certain events actually happened or if i dreamt them. it's very frustrating. it's just that my dreams are so realistic, and my life is so... i don't know...distant... and i just can't seem to keep the memories of the two sepertated.
i am eating soup right now and it feels like the noodles are going up my throat, instead of down. i'm sure that makes no sense at all.
sometimes i do things as if i am in a hurry even if there is no reason to be, and then i catch myself and curse myself for being born into this crappy fast-pace culture and i wish i was living in the 60s when everyone was happy and peaceful and relaxed and easy-going.
i'm not sure where i'm going with this.
i am eating soup right now and it feels like the noodles are going up my throat, instead of down. i'm sure that makes no sense at all.
sometimes i do things as if i am in a hurry even if there is no reason to be, and then i catch myself and curse myself for being born into this crappy fast-pace culture and i wish i was living in the 60s when everyone was happy and peaceful and relaxed and easy-going.
i'm not sure where i'm going with this.