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i've lost a lot of friends. ah, fuck 'em. a lot has happened. i thought i'd never be back typing on this thing again. i meant it when i said it was my low. my low isn't so terrible anymore though. i've been faced with a lot. i can take anything. i heart _holdup. she brought me back in a sense. i can't ever be addicted to this blinding screen ever again though. i can never type all of my sorrows in a scroll box again. i won't dwell like that. i talk like livejournal is some kind of portal for the insane. i really don't believe that. i seem so strange. i'm not. i don't talk like i think, thankfully. i'm so normal. maybe i'm dumb, maybe i'm dumb. maybe just happy.