Deep breath...1-2-3-go!

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Jumping
because I see it cleary now
that the only thing that has ever held me back
is gone
and I'm jumping in
because
I don't want something like this to disapear
I'm done letting go of things
that could make me happy because I'm affraid
I'm done
hurting
I'm done crying
I'm done
and I want happiness
for me
for everyone.

so he still likes me.
yay.
he is so cute.
we are sitting in my room
he's looking at my planner
and he writes in
"be beautiful"
and checks it off that it's done.
fucking aww.
I dunno.
I'm just going to let things happen as they do.