is this a sign that mike is a higher bein or we all r jus lower beins

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i would jus like 2 say, is i had a great time talking 2 people again i prolly will not hear from yall again but it was nice 2 hear from friendly people again, i do miss yall. Look i do wanna hear from ya but it is a two way street, if i hear from ya u will hear from me when i get on, i love and miss my peeps, u guys were pretty much i thought of alot in iraq, u guys r the ones that helped me, (I am and always will b an asshole (thank u)). Jimi, Ian, Holly, Anna, Dez the truest of friends may not talk 2 everyone but in the end were an influence in my life in everyway. Because of the friendship that endured alot over the years (Jimi, Ian), we have become men that have these lives that dont involve jus our own anymore. Although we were good friends back in school, we dont have that anymore, i might as well b a distant acquaintance. I may not ever be the man my parents wanted, but i am the man that i am, jimi u r who u want 2 b, ur happy, u r a man that can survive threw the toughest moments ( I dont tink many people have givin u credit 4)

I am trying 2 write anything new or even bring back the memories that r vivid and fading in our minds. I am stating the fact that our lives r going foward, everyday could b the last time or everyday could b the first time.(I am jus writting wha is on my mind, it may not make sense but do i ever u would ask urself!) I enjoyed making memories with you guys, I still got the letter you sent me in basic when u came out, thats the moment i believed i envied u jimi. It was a moment that showed me for the first time "Fuck Conformity", fuck u and fuck u, i will b the person i want wheather u like it or not. Then i followed suit i came out only 2 realize i like both, jim u lead the path for so many years, after that i paved my own path cemented my place in life.

if i died 2morrow, would i b happy...................would u............