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May 28, 2004 13:31

hmm, im at school. Its seems like there is so much to do, and i hasnt sunk in that school is over in basically a week. I got the second best score in my class on the math sol which is a pretty good fuckin feeling. I have this huge paper that i have to write on Lizzie Borden this weekend, but i got an A on my bio test yesterday which is awesome. Hmm need to finish taking pictures for my section in the annual report, write my paragraphs for the paper in history and yeah.. i dont know .. enough about school.

luke and i got into a huge tiff last night over nothing.. we were on the phone and i was at jasons w/jas9, steve, val, taylor, bud, josh, and brian..) and he was downstairs at justins.

me:were are the kids?
him:upstairs sleeping
me:is anyone with them?
him:no im only down here for a minute
me:luke..

they he proceded to start with something along the lines of dont give me shit like that blah blah blah, i got angry because i wasnt trying to start anything nor was i 'giving him shit' i just was concerned.. so i got angry that he was bitching at me and we starting yelling and screaming at eachother on the phone. i hung up on him.
he called back jasons house and he thought it was for me so he gave me the phone and i picked up, i said what and he goes im not calling for you in a nasty ass bitchy tone. we both started yelling again and i tryed to tell him that he thought he was calling for me etc. etc. He hung up on me.

hung out with everyone till late. jas attacked me with his wet hair and got me soaking, we all just hung around talking-course they went for a bunch of beer runs and they were all drinking but its all good. jas is such a back rubbing, leg tickling nazi. haha he seriously owes me so many for the amount i have given him.

so i get home and i text luke, telling him how he can be an ass if he wants too but he shouldnt take his shit out on me. I wasnt trying to start anything and things escalated on the phone and they shouldnt have. it was stupid because we had just resolved things from our tiff the other night and it was just meaningless to be like this.. but i said it in different way though.. i really cant recall all i said. He texts me later telling me to go to sleep (it was 12) and that we will talk later. I told him goodnight and that if he could atleast get back to me tomarrow. I wake up from an awesome sleep to luke texting me asking me if i was still awake. well i was now haha. he told me how he was feeling really depressed right now and how he wanted to see me. I told him it was hard being it 3:30 in the morning and my mom was sleeping and the dogs etc. He told me to try to get out every way i could because he really needed to see me and i was the only thing that made him happy. I wanted to see him too because i was really upset about us yelling at eachother earlier. I finally gave in and was stealthy and left the house without a noise and walked over to lukes. we talked for a while and then went to sleep on the couch.. woke up at 7 and told me mom some lie about how lukes grand dad was in the hospital and i needed to go and watch the kids and i didnt want to wake her.

everything is ok now.. everything is ok.
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