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so i found out last night that im goingto be spending all of july, away from home, and in an entire other continent. Im going to be the other other side of the flipping earth for a month and just thinking about it scares me. So many things can go wrong.. so many. It would just be my brother and i living in my dads small house on the beach.. granted im excited and im going to have fun and the weather and everything is going to be wonderful... I just dont know if my dad has changed at all and what if we butt heads and he starts to hit me again? So many whats if's..
im going to miss home so much.. im going to miss luke.. the most time that had spanned between us without seeing eachother has only been 5 days.. and within that time we atleast talk on the phone or something.. i mean we have seen eachother practically everyday.. end of this month it will be 6 months of 'togetherness'
the rats too.. who is going to take care of them? Im going to have to take out the comp in my room and all things electric so my mom can just let them go and get play time.. Im also going to have to mix together and whole rack of food and she is going to have to feed them atleast every 2 days because they are pigs. Not to mention their treats at night time, and then the girls steam showers when i take my showers.. The boys need playtime on my bed and she has to lay with them and pet them while their fat butts fall asleep. She is also going to have to clean the cages while im gone.. Ugh there is just so much that needs to be tended too when im gone.
who is going to watch the kids when luke needs someone? breathe marty it will be ok.. were also going to stop in los angeles for a little bit and visit with lori and camille.. i hope we can meet wade finally..
the good side of being gone? well i get to get away from everything.. the beach will be my home for a month.. the great barrier reef, snorkeling.. i will get to drive now when dad is at work so ryder and i can go and explore.. I get to drive on the left side of the road.. and the toilets spin the opposite way. I'll get to see my dad..i miss him.. i hope he doesnt cry when he see's us.. i hate it when he cries.
australia for a month.. i dont really know how to react right now..
im going to miss home so much.. im going to miss luke.. the most time that had spanned between us without seeing eachother has only been 5 days.. and within that time we atleast talk on the phone or something.. i mean we have seen eachother practically everyday.. end of this month it will be 6 months of 'togetherness'
the rats too.. who is going to take care of them? Im going to have to take out the comp in my room and all things electric so my mom can just let them go and get play time.. Im also going to have to mix together and whole rack of food and she is going to have to feed them atleast every 2 days because they are pigs. Not to mention their treats at night time, and then the girls steam showers when i take my showers.. The boys need playtime on my bed and she has to lay with them and pet them while their fat butts fall asleep. She is also going to have to clean the cages while im gone.. Ugh there is just so much that needs to be tended too when im gone.
who is going to watch the kids when luke needs someone? breathe marty it will be ok.. were also going to stop in los angeles for a little bit and visit with lori and camille.. i hope we can meet wade finally..
the good side of being gone? well i get to get away from everything.. the beach will be my home for a month.. the great barrier reef, snorkeling.. i will get to drive now when dad is at work so ryder and i can go and explore.. I get to drive on the left side of the road.. and the toilets spin the opposite way. I'll get to see my dad..i miss him.. i hope he doesnt cry when he see's us.. i hate it when he cries.
australia for a month.. i dont really know how to react right now..