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i cant really think of anything to say about last night.
his excuse, that he has so much shit to deal with right now.. and i knew from the start.
my mouth couldnt say the words fast enough, so i never got my point out.
i wanted to ask him who had been by his side helping him deal with all the things he has in his life right now, that why isnt he able to incorporate me into his life.. that maybe its time that he realizes i am important enough to be considered something Big in his life. That he does have time to be with me yes, but also time to deal with our problems together.. because whenever that happens he dismisses it as if its not important enough "i have too much shit in my life right now to worry about this" when will i, Us be labeled as important?
running back home, and crying in my moms arms.. she still loves me even with all the shit i've made her go through.
his excuse, that he has so much shit to deal with right now.. and i knew from the start.
my mouth couldnt say the words fast enough, so i never got my point out.
i wanted to ask him who had been by his side helping him deal with all the things he has in his life right now, that why isnt he able to incorporate me into his life.. that maybe its time that he realizes i am important enough to be considered something Big in his life. That he does have time to be with me yes, but also time to deal with our problems together.. because whenever that happens he dismisses it as if its not important enough "i have too much shit in my life right now to worry about this" when will i, Us be labeled as important?
running back home, and crying in my moms arms.. she still loves me even with all the shit i've made her go through.