case closed
it felt like it did in the begining again. the story has finally reached its end and a new one can begin. [i think i finally reached the hurdle to move on with things] im happy, im smitten, i do things because i want to, and i like it. i enjoy every second to the fullest, until we are placed on pause; my mind rewinds and enjoys the happiness, until resumed play. ive never felt so happy...