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Sometimes I wonder if it was really necassary to leave.
While doing this, taking all the hope I had left to believe.
So many things remind me of you.
Nobody else can see through me like you use to.
I don't know how to cope without you here.
My vision is blurry, nothing left in my life's clear.
Why the hell did you do this to me?
I really I don't blame you for wanting to be free.
I guess I'm happy you're in heaven now, instead of this hell.
I thought I knew you...Guess I didn't know you too well.
Now I'll never have a fucking chance.
I hate I couldn't see your pain, like you could see mine at first glance.
God I feel like such a shitty friend.
I hope you know, I blame myself for your miserable end.
I could have done more.
Now I'm wondering, what's worth living for?
I'm nothing without you.
I never realized how large your pain grew.
I was too worried about...Me.
But I guess this is it, for being self-centered, death is the fee.
Dude, I wrote this because I thought my friend killed herself and I felt so shitty...She did try to kill herself, but fortunately she didn't succeed. I dunno what I'd do without her.