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[emotionalxs]

dead inside-

As I lay dying
with the blade in my hand
trying to decide where i will stand
Ive been dead in my head
for a long fucking time
now im ending my life
in the middle of my prime
before i finish me off
I need to know this
What else can i do
to make you realize
what youve done
im dead inside

why didnt you call?
another lame excuse
why werent you there?
YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED!

you're too selfish to understand
you're too heartless to hold my hand
All I wanted was you're love
But that was too much
BECAUSE YOU SUCK!

The knife enters my back
for the very last time
This shit's gotta stop
you're fucking killing me
If only you could see
how much you meant to me
now you never will
theres nothing left in me

why didn't you call?
another lame excuse
why weren't you there?
YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED!

YOU'RE TOO SELFISH TO UNDERSTAND!
AND YOU'RE TOO HEARTLESS TO HOLD MY HAND!