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i got home from work tonight and i got some news that really hit me hard......my grandfather that ive never seen before...called my mom to tell her that my dad went back to prison again..... im soo disapointed in him...not just for goin bak but other reasons that i dont feel comfortable leaving on here for others to read on here..my dad has a lot of problems...and it seems that he wont ever be gettin better...its funny though i spent my whole life lookin forward to seeing him againbut now i dont really even want to know of him..i just cant believe that he could resort to what hes doin...it makes me want to change my name...even though i kept it so that way i could show him that i love him even though no one else in my family does...but now hes crossed the line and its driving me insane how he could do these things to himself...i donno i could right a fukin book bout all this but it would be too depressing and heart aching for me so ill stop now