Why?
So Ive been trying to be the bigger person in situations lately.
Aparently it isnt being noticed by anyone. So why would I continue to go out of my way to try and not make situations any less comfortable than other people are making them, when Im going out of my mind holding my words back....and no one is any the wiser....does that sentence make sence? Maybe you get what Im saying. Im just super irritated at the moment...... So I was invited and then uninvited to a party tonight because someone else is going to be there and my friend doesnt want to hear old dude bitch when he gets drunk about how much he doesnt like the people hes around. Dude doesnt like me because after he was cruel towards me and hurt my heart I reciprocated by telling the girl he was hiding me from what was going on behind her back.
AND I didnt say anything until after I had delt with my feelngs about the situation and moved on. Im happyily with someone now and my intentions werent to bring harm towards him or the other parties involved, it was to come clean about things to the innocent girl. I dont talk to any of these other people anymore, but because this is a small town and everyone knows everyone I have to find something else to do instead of going to a party with all of my friends before we part for the summer.... due to the fact that some heavy set red head is going to act like a fucking ninnybaby once hes hammered and lonely. Screw being nice. I quit.
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Aparently it isnt being noticed by anyone. So why would I continue to go out of my way to try and not make situations any less comfortable than other people are making them, when Im going out of my mind holding my words back....and no one is any the wiser....does that sentence make sence? Maybe you get what Im saying. Im just super irritated at the moment...... So I was invited and then uninvited to a party tonight because someone else is going to be there and my friend doesnt want to hear old dude bitch when he gets drunk about how much he doesnt like the people hes around. Dude doesnt like me because after he was cruel towards me and hurt my heart I reciprocated by telling the girl he was hiding me from what was going on behind her back.
AND I didnt say anything until after I had delt with my feelngs about the situation and moved on. Im happyily with someone now and my intentions werent to bring harm towards him or the other parties involved, it was to come clean about things to the innocent girl. I dont talk to any of these other people anymore, but because this is a small town and everyone knows everyone I have to find something else to do instead of going to a party with all of my friends before we part for the summer.... due to the fact that some heavy set red head is going to act like a fucking ninnybaby once hes hammered and lonely. Screw being nice. I quit.
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