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Mar 11, 2006 05:12

i'm slightly drunk so excuse any weird typos

sound carries emotions in its wave
waves of pure pain, love, hatred, fear

etc.

"if i don't let myself be happy now then, if not now, when?"

"can you still feel the butterflies"

i can't.

i never did... it hurts to say it, but i could never feel anything besides lust for anyone
anyone excpet

you know...

maybe it' just because i'm listenening to this song
these songs
a song
any song

every time i hear something slightly melodic i think of her..

it... love
you know?

ha, i use yhat expressiion a lot i think, but i'm not sure
whsdaljskhasd

what?

anyway
no seririopusly... woo, bad one..

no, seriously, i wonder how much it takes, in reference to wavelength, frequency, amplitude and such, to make someone simply drown in their own love for you.

i wonder

what it takes
to revert that feeling

you know... i wonder
"i think i'm the only one still alive"

i'm really just writing these lyrics down as i hear them, so ignore any relevance to what i'm saying... it's probably just coincidental

i hate this

this
being so far the fuck away
i hate it

maybe she was right. maybe i just feed off other people
i always wanted to be a vampire, ha... but this feels like shit

regardless, this is endless... endless

so you know what

"how long would it take me to walk across the united states, all alone."

all quotes courtesy of jimmy eat world's album "clarity," possibly the best album ever written/produced... zomg it's l33t

edit:
"Time and time again you said don't be afraid.
'If you believe you can do it.'
The only voice I want to hear is yours."

sometimes i wish

i wish
i wish

i could hear her say that
whisper that

above palm trees

why is my greatest fantasy simply sitting next to her in a plane
just sitting

just chatting, talking, sleeping, whispering, wondering...

fuck the mile high club, yeah...

i just want conversation in the air, in an airplane... why?

because you're trapped next to each other for hours and have to make the best of it
because in the air you make the best out of everything, including yourself, because it may just be your last flight
you may not land

i'm the most honest with myself on an airplane...
why wouldn't i be the most honest with the one i love in said airplane?

thank you, sky harbor, for teaching me the meaning of flight...

thank you, you stupid piece of shit airport...
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