well well well
well im actually going to make an entry .. not as if anyone will be too interested .. but thats ok .. i kinda wanna get outta this house .. real bad . ive been thinking about it ever since ashley called to hang out today the phone was ringing my dad was telling me to let the dogs out and all this bee ess and i just felt so suffocated . i wish i could drive and sometimes i wish i could just hop in the car and take me and jason far away from here and just be. without all the drama ,without all the words .. without all the negativity that we have to deal with all the time . things are perfect and at this point i feel as if i dont need to sit down and explain that to anyone. because if you dont understand then thats you're own damn fault. im happy. i truely am. and this little town and all its little words get to you after a while. just because its a little bit of talk here or there.. its always here or there and its always adding up and im always pushing it away. and im just sick of it. ive grown out of it and im ready to move on from it. people dont understand.. people wont try to.. thats ok with me. life goes on. and so will i. so in ur face =) jay kay about that but .. whatever .. lifes as good as it can get right now .. and trust me .. im not complaining about it because i am seriously the luckiest person IN this town .. county.. state.. world. but i dont want anymore drama and to anyone who is reading this who has been a part of the drama .. if you dont accept him .. you arent accepting me. its that simple.