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today was one of those heavy pensive days .. but i guess alot of them have been alot more lately .. im thinking about joining the service.. but i want to look into it more .. it will cover college and i will be set financially when i get out .. but i dont know .. i dont wanna miss out on alot .. i wanna do so much .. i was reading felicias journal and i read this one enrtry about how she wants to do so much .. and i found myself agreeing with everything .. i really miss her .. more then it seems .. i wish we could do those things together .. shes a great person and im glad shes doing ok . she is my best friend and i if ur reading this .. know that i am sorry for the lost time .. and i do miss u .. everyday ..
*sigh* well on a different note .. im going to be 18 this year .. i know alot is going to happen .. my life is going to change drastically in the next year .. 6 months and im 18 .. i'll most likely have my ged and i will be driving .. who knows where i'll be or where i wind up .. but if i dont go through with joining the service .. i will be everywhere i can go . nothings holding me back .. and whoever was to come would have to keep up =o)
ive beent thinking so much lately .. and i felt as if i just needed to vent .. so thank you for listening .