how did things come to this?
ok so i havent written in a while and i feel the need to update whomever still reads this thing. steve moved out one night right before i came home from work long sotry short after several anxiety attacks and a much needed walk he decided to come home, we both have things we need to work on we have started to grow apart and i hate it. i love him so much and i dont want to lose him. for now things are ALOT better, and i hope they stay that way for a while.