until the day we die....
i hardly update this anymore, wahts the point really?
no on reads its, no one even gets on here anymore.
lately, i dont know.....
ive been feeling weird.
random emotional breakdowns then sudden bursts of happiness.
shar and i are going on 6 months.
i never expected her to love me or deal with me for this long.
im graeful for that.
im crazy.
not as much as some, but i AM crazy.
i have major trust issues.
and im usually right when i dont trust someone.
ive gained soem friends lately.
but i jsut always have this one question going through my fucking head.
"WHAT IF?"
and tis with everything.
"what if i never make it in music?""what if i die tomorrow?""what if i end up being heart broken by this erson or that person""what if i dont make ti through high school?""what if i change for the worse?"
its insane.
i hate ot.
thats all for now for anyone who even reads this anymore.
<3
no on reads its, no one even gets on here anymore.
lately, i dont know.....
ive been feeling weird.
random emotional breakdowns then sudden bursts of happiness.
shar and i are going on 6 months.
i never expected her to love me or deal with me for this long.
im graeful for that.
im crazy.
not as much as some, but i AM crazy.
i have major trust issues.
and im usually right when i dont trust someone.
ive gained soem friends lately.
but i jsut always have this one question going through my fucking head.
"WHAT IF?"
and tis with everything.
"what if i never make it in music?""what if i die tomorrow?""what if i end up being heart broken by this erson or that person""what if i dont make ti through high school?""what if i change for the worse?"
its insane.
i hate ot.
thats all for now for anyone who even reads this anymore.
<3