break my neck angel, i never loved...

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i fucking hate crying.
ive been doing it all fucking day.
everything is going bad.
the show alst ngiht went fucking horrible.
mics kept going out, jsut everything that couldve gone bad, did.
i more then likely cant see my girlfriend this week.
it fucking kills me when i cant see her.
shes crying, im crying.
im jsut upset cuz i dont know what to do anymore with anything.
im so confused about everything.
i love sahr, i enevr want us to break up.
i just need to se eher more and her and i both know thats probaly not gonna happen.
were never alone together.
we never see eahcother.
and eyt i fucking love her so god damn much.
i didnt wanna think about anythign after the show last night so i just got drunk.
ill prbably do the same tonight if i dont see shar.
i dot even know what to sa.
fuck everything right now.
jsut someone shoot me.