waiting to see the ghost of tragedy...

Sep 27, 2005 16:06

im home sick again. this is really fucking queer.
i miss my girlfriend real bad. i miss alot of things sometimes.
lately, i jsut wanna see my friends and family.
i miss being in a real band. yea vaseline team is gnar.
i want to make REAL music though.
i want to really be in a van right now touring.
i actually want that.
and lately, ive been really coming to terms with myself and how i act towards and around people.
im tired of hiding shit in. i know it didnt seem like that  before.
but i did.
im also really sick of myspace, well not exactly. just alot of people on it.
dont hit on me when i have a girlfriend. and dont hit on my girlfriend. especially since im dating her.
i only say this because i always get commetns and shit talking about how girls want me.
1. you souldnt, im the worst guy ever.
2. my girlfriend will kill you, ill let her  too.
and then there is this one boy who texts my girlfriend too much.
he texts her sometimes before i even do in the morning and i text her at around 6:30 every morning.
thats a little too overdone dont ya think?
no guys should be texting her that early.
i dont care if she talks to other guys, not in the least bit.
but when that boy fucking tryies to get out of my friends if they like me or not, and is probably doing it to tell my girlfriend.
then your looking to get hit.
now, im no way violent or anything, unless, you try to fuck me over or anyone i love over.
i dont fight.
i really dont.
but this kid is doing everything to piss me off.
i jsut dont like him, neither do my friends. they dont like him for their own reasons. not mine.

now...
as for anythign else. im happy.
im just a little under the weather thats all.
i know my girlfriend would never cheat on me, and if she did, she knows id find out. easily.
id never cheat on her. shes everything to me and i will not fuck that up.
andyou kids can say anything you want about us.
you can try to fuck us up, you can try to take her from me. you wotn succeed, trust me.
and if she ever did leave me, fine.
there wouldnt eb much i can do about it if she didnt wanna be with em right? exactly.
but if she ever cheated on me, though i sure as fuck know she wont, id leave her ass in a hot second and never talk to her again.
and thats understandable.
but she wont cheat, neither will i. we own eachother. we love eachother.no one will everrrr fuck that up.

i love my friends and sherleyne marie shearman, more than any of you ever will.
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