i put it all on black...

[emotif187]

soooooooooo.
this past week or so has been up and down.

school started.
girlfriend stayed over saturday.
alot of shit happened that night.
so much that it made me so fucking tired that id dint even want to have sex.
ME of all people didnt want t ahve sex.
but oh well.
me, chad, biggums, and anthony almost jumped a military man that night too.
he called us the N word and kikes and jews and shit.
yea, if you know me,i hate assholes like that.
so he just made my night hell honestly.
since then i ve jsut been going to school doing everything i can to be a good kid this year.
tomorrow is mine and shars 2 month.
i know thats not long to some people, but if you count the time where we were just tlaking...that is kind long. and im surprised that of all people, shes the girl who id be spending this much time with.
i never expected her to be this perfect, man was i fucking wrong. i love her. i really really do.
i cant lose her. but as they say "nothing gold can stay". so well see how everything goes.

but i do love her. with all that i am.