and we are temporary...
ok.
quick update.
show:sunday. msn is playing and ill be playing with them. im gonan rock out. its official. lots of pictures will be taken for the kids who cant make it. but you should try your damndest to come. cuz i wanna see EVERYONE. all my fellow ohiovanians should be there. itll be fun, ill make it fun dammit.
im doing nothing till friday. niko is coming to get me. were going to the greek fest adn having a sumber party at his place. itll be great.
ill get to see shar the day after i get back into VA. im really happy about that.
i miss my best friends in VA.
im glad i get to see my best friends and family ehre.
past few days ive been hiding out in warren ohio at my dads house upstairs. just smoking ciggarettes, drinkign coffee, talking to people on the phone, and listening to my grandmother play the piano more beautifully than beethoven. ive been hanging out with my brother alot. i love that kid. hes my reason for living really. i do everything so he can just look up to me and not see that people arent as bad as they are. i just want him to be a good kid. and ill make sure he does taht. i know ive fuct up, but i wont let him do that. ever. anything he does, im gonan know about. smoking drinking, drugs. hes not doing it unless im with him. and hes safe. i lvoe that kid. hes what i wish i could be. just constantly happy and joyful and full of energy. hes my little heaven sent.
now tha ti sound like a total fag....
but yes.... ive been ahving an ok time. lots of crying though. mostly jsut form over analyzing a certain situation with my dad. but thats fine.
everything will work for the best.
im gonna go see my brother now.
peace bitches.
<333.
quick update.
show:sunday. msn is playing and ill be playing with them. im gonan rock out. its official. lots of pictures will be taken for the kids who cant make it. but you should try your damndest to come. cuz i wanna see EVERYONE. all my fellow ohiovanians should be there. itll be fun, ill make it fun dammit.
im doing nothing till friday. niko is coming to get me. were going to the greek fest adn having a sumber party at his place. itll be great.
ill get to see shar the day after i get back into VA. im really happy about that.
i miss my best friends in VA.
im glad i get to see my best friends and family ehre.
past few days ive been hiding out in warren ohio at my dads house upstairs. just smoking ciggarettes, drinkign coffee, talking to people on the phone, and listening to my grandmother play the piano more beautifully than beethoven. ive been hanging out with my brother alot. i love that kid. hes my reason for living really. i do everything so he can just look up to me and not see that people arent as bad as they are. i just want him to be a good kid. and ill make sure he does taht. i know ive fuct up, but i wont let him do that. ever. anything he does, im gonan know about. smoking drinking, drugs. hes not doing it unless im with him. and hes safe. i lvoe that kid. hes what i wish i could be. just constantly happy and joyful and full of energy. hes my little heaven sent.
now tha ti sound like a total fag....
but yes.... ive been ahving an ok time. lots of crying though. mostly jsut form over analyzing a certain situation with my dad. but thats fine.
everything will work for the best.
im gonna go see my brother now.
peace bitches.
<333.