no. self control...
OK.
after going through myspaces ive coem to a very good conclusion.
i dont knwo half of my real friends anymore. i really dont. maybe some of thats my fault. but some i know isnt. ive made efforts to be aroudn epople. if people dont want to be aroudn me. tell me! i havent hung out with kirk since spring break. i have only talked to him about 4 tmies since then. that band is now dead. i havent even tlaked to jsutin. david... ugh. hes changed. hell say differently but he has. i dont care anymore. im glad i am who i am now. after living ehre and getting and losing friends left and right... i jsut dont care anymore. dont get me wrong. i lvoe thos people. but if they dont wanna hang out or change for the worse.... what can i do? thats theyre decision. im nto gonna hate them for the decisions they make. thats what they feel is right.
thats why im glad i got ian and chris adn all those guys. they all know me. i knwo them. we are who we are and we dotn change and if we do its for the better.
so fuck everyone who wants to turn aroudn on me.
it ahppened when i moved outta ohiovania.
its gonna ahppen for the rest of my life.
after going through myspaces ive coem to a very good conclusion.
i dont knwo half of my real friends anymore. i really dont. maybe some of thats my fault. but some i know isnt. ive made efforts to be aroudn epople. if people dont want to be aroudn me. tell me! i havent hung out with kirk since spring break. i have only talked to him about 4 tmies since then. that band is now dead. i havent even tlaked to jsutin. david... ugh. hes changed. hell say differently but he has. i dont care anymore. im glad i am who i am now. after living ehre and getting and losing friends left and right... i jsut dont care anymore. dont get me wrong. i lvoe thos people. but if they dont wanna hang out or change for the worse.... what can i do? thats theyre decision. im nto gonna hate them for the decisions they make. thats what they feel is right.
thats why im glad i got ian and chris adn all those guys. they all know me. i knwo them. we are who we are and we dotn change and if we do its for the better.
so fuck everyone who wants to turn aroudn on me.
it ahppened when i moved outta ohiovania.
its gonna ahppen for the rest of my life.