A long long time ago...
Wow, im amazed to see that people still post on here, and that i still have a lot of people on my friends list that I havent talked to in a really long time. I guess I'll actually post something for old times sake.
So I have a 2 year old son named Everson, and he's really fucking cute. His mother and I have been together for 2 years also, untill recently she decided to break it off and we are no longer together. If things progress as they are I'll be moving to back to New Smyrna at hte end of this month for lack of a better place to go. A friend has offered for me to stay with her at little or no cost untill I can get a job. I did everything I could to try and stay with Sam, but I guess she just wants different things than I do, history repeats itself. Nothing has really changed otherwise, although i'm not as out-going as I use to be. I'm actually kinda looking forward to having a life again, and going back to the way I use to be. I've distanced myself from all my friends for a long time, and tried to just be a good father and boyfriend. But I'm hoping to become more like I was in the past, very social and easy to get along with, if not a bit less down on life.
Reading my old entrys I realize I use to be very depressed all the time, and based my life mostly on what girl I was seeing that week. I'm hoping I dont fall back into my old ways, though just getting out of the longest relationship of my life has left me feeling a bit alone. Perhaps I'll just try focusing more on my own life, and becoming a better person, than all the others around me instead.
I know I have ignored all those who considered themselves to be my friends, and I really regret that. Maybe friends is all I truely need to be happy again, though it may take some time to amass the amount I use to have. But I have nothing but time on my hands now, so i'm sure it wont be a problem.
Just keeping it real yo
So I have a 2 year old son named Everson, and he's really fucking cute. His mother and I have been together for 2 years also, untill recently she decided to break it off and we are no longer together. If things progress as they are I'll be moving to back to New Smyrna at hte end of this month for lack of a better place to go. A friend has offered for me to stay with her at little or no cost untill I can get a job. I did everything I could to try and stay with Sam, but I guess she just wants different things than I do, history repeats itself. Nothing has really changed otherwise, although i'm not as out-going as I use to be. I'm actually kinda looking forward to having a life again, and going back to the way I use to be. I've distanced myself from all my friends for a long time, and tried to just be a good father and boyfriend. But I'm hoping to become more like I was in the past, very social and easy to get along with, if not a bit less down on life.
Reading my old entrys I realize I use to be very depressed all the time, and based my life mostly on what girl I was seeing that week. I'm hoping I dont fall back into my old ways, though just getting out of the longest relationship of my life has left me feeling a bit alone. Perhaps I'll just try focusing more on my own life, and becoming a better person, than all the others around me instead.
I know I have ignored all those who considered themselves to be my friends, and I really regret that. Maybe friends is all I truely need to be happy again, though it may take some time to amass the amount I use to have. But I have nothing but time on my hands now, so i'm sure it wont be a problem.
Just keeping it real yo