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Wow Jason is back today. I am a bit excited and nervous to. There is a millon questions and things I wanna say to him. I just can't belive it after all this time he is home. I didn't get to talk to him. I told him I love him, but he didn't say anything back. So I'm hoping he still loves me to. I just wannna talk t ohim so bad. That is what i wished for christmas this year.
Just my luck he forget me like I am nothing. He can't even talk to me he just signs off on me. No wonder I am stupid all the time. I can't believe this I thought I found something good. I am just so stupid anymore. I just wanna go back to the old me. I just want my pills back and drugs. I just wanna feel okay again even though I will be fucked up beyond belife.
Just my luck he forget me like I am nothing. He can't even talk to me he just signs off on me. No wonder I am stupid all the time. I can't believe this I thought I found something good. I am just so stupid anymore. I just wanna go back to the old me. I just want my pills back and drugs. I just wanna feel okay again even though I will be fucked up beyond belife.