Jul 20, 2004 17:54
as far as i'm concerned, the world is no simple place.. and it's definitely far from perfect.
so i'm bothered when something is not right - i'm only human - not only that, i'm just a girl.
"punch me, i bleed."
i don't understand things sometimes, but i always try my best and am most forgiving.
whatever happens beyond that is no longer in my reign.
i wish i could fix things. i wish i could make them better.
as i have come to realize - i can only do so much. the burden is threatening me.
crap man. i wish that i could forget it. i wish that i could just move on. but it's so tough.
when will i get what i deserve?
because all i've gotten is the shaft and i just know that i'm better than that.
hopeful as i am, i continue to wait.
hopeless more like.. but i'm still here.