Sep 07, 2008 16:29
I'm running around all day, doing laundry and cleaning and making soup and pasta. It's been a busy day, but nothing I can't handle. However, after having weird dreams last night, I'm going to use my LJ to do a mental purge so I can get my head back on.
I'm not emo, I'm not depressed and for once I'm not going to bitch about my husband. LOL
Two things.
#1 last night I had wicked fucked up dreams. I know who was in them, but I have no idea of what they were about, only that I got out of bed to make the dreams stop because I woke up cold and sweaty with the definite concern that something was very wrong. So far, I'm wrong thank God. But I can't shake it and I've been touchy and jumpy all day over it. So yeah.
#2 I'm starting to wonder which friendship is going to explode next. it seems it's only a matter of time before I lose a friend. One who tells me how badly I suck as a friend and how fucked up I am, blames me for their life's misery and runs off. Meh, it happens. As I told a friend the other day, I can count on one hand the amount of friends that I trust completely, so the rest are just waiting in line to hand me a plate of drama, topped in shit and rolled in guilt. (mmmyum)
Ok, I guess that's it.