Apr 17, 2005 10:52
So, I think Ive reached my wits end on this one. So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick. I dont know what to say or do anymore, just that i know what i want, and i dont know what else. i cant help being afraid of certain things, ive come to realize that, and it seems that the way im going and the amount of fighting i have to put into not doing bad things like i used to, i think i might just lose this battle and have to be a bad person again. theres long stories behind all of this, and i dont know if i really want to tell them on here or anywhere for that matter, but if u want to know, ask, and i might tell. anyways, just figured all of you should know that i am really losing it, and i dont really know what else there is to do but post on here, this should keep me busy for at least a little while. and if u know what im talking about, or if u want to know more, hits me up, and we can talk more if i feel like talking at all. oh well, good bye and farewell.
Jason