big fight...

Jun 02, 2006 20:39

first reaction: why the hell do boys get so worked up over this?

second reaction: i guess i would be super jealous if the roles were reversed.

third reaction: but i came with this baggage, and he did not.  therefore, first reaction stands and second reaction goes in the garbage.

fourth reaction: why are we fighting like a middle aged couple in the middle of a bitter divorce?  why don't we act like 19 year old kids that are dating?  why am i not being wooed and chased after?

fifth reaction: if i can so easily adapt to fit his needs and wants, why can't he do the same for me?  with his resistance, is he saying that he's resistant to love me?

sixth reaction: i want to be mean to him and i want his heart to shrivel up and die.

seventh reaction: i feel bad for being mean.

eigth reaction: i do not feel bad for being mean and i want to be mean some more.

ninth reaction: i do feel bad for being mean.  again.

tenth reaction: maybe this time he'll change for good.  maybe.
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