hey kids!

Sep 06, 2004 22:09

another Nare conversation post. . .

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Cheesepoptart69 [9:33 PM]: yeah, i dont hate you.. i told you that
Wednesday13Fan [9:33 PM]: yeah, i don't hate you either
Cheesepoptart69 [9:33 PM]: and i dont..err.. not.. like you...??? you know what i mean
Wednesday13Fan [9:33 PM]: do you mean you still have feelings for me?
Cheesepoptart69 [9:33 PM]: yes, i just need to be single
Cheesepoptart69 [9:33 PM]: im not ready
Cheesepoptart69 [9:34 PM]: thats all, so stop beating yourself up over it
Wednesday13Fan [9:34 PM]: not over Annna?
Cheesepoptart69 [9:34 PM]: not quite
Wednesday13Fan [9:34 PM]: i kinda though so in the first place
Cheesepoptart69 [9:34 PM]: cause i always talk about her... huh
Wednesday13Fan [9:34 PM]: yeah
Cheesepoptart69 [9:35 PM]: ya i know, but i cant help it, i mean.. i miss her..
Wednesday13Fan [9:35 PM]: and you kept making referances to her
Wednesday13Fan [9:35 PM]: i would too
Cheesepoptart69 [9:35 PM]: i mean, she hurt me, and ill always hate her for that, but i miss what it was like, to have someone who cared about you (or at least that you believed cared for you)
Cheesepoptart69 [9:36 PM]: and it sux... not having that anymore, and then i thought that maybe we could be like that, but then i remembered what it was like to lose that, and i didnt think i could do it over again
Wednesday13Fan [9:37 PM]: i know, i'm sorry i got mad
Wednesday13Fan [9:37 PM]: i miss having a boyfriend
Cheesepoptart69 [9:37 PM]: i guess what im trying to say is, i do care for you, and i want us to be together, im just not up to it. sorry if i hurt you, i really am, i hurt myself too, but i was trying to save myself, and you, from that pain of loss
Wednesday13Fan [9:38 PM]: but i guess i'll have to wait. . .
Wednesday13Fan [9:38 PM]: i understand
Cheesepoptart69 [9:38 PM]: thank you
Cheesepoptart69 [9:38 PM]: you kinda blew up on me, then i exploded
Cheesepoptart69 [9:38 PM]: sorry
Wednesday13Fan [9:38 PM]: i know, i'm sorry
Wednesday13Fan [9:38 PM]: do you want to try to be friends?
Cheesepoptart69 [9:38 PM]: hellz ya
Wednesday13Fan [9:39 PM]: are you sure your up for it?
Wednesday13Fan [9:39 PM]: i don't know if i am. . .
Cheesepoptart69 [9:39 PM]: for friends, yeah
Wednesday13Fan [9:39 PM]: but i can try
Cheesepoptart69 [9:39 PM]: what, you cant be my friend???
Wednesday13Fan [9:39 PM]: it's like dangling everything i ever wanted right opyut of my reach
Wednesday13Fan [9:40 PM]: out*

at least i got the real reason. . .
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