Nov 13, 2008 01:22
So I feel like i've been m.i.a. from this thing for a long time. I've been just trying to figure out life and it's been kind of hard on me lately. I've been hiding in my music and just trying to get out of town as much as possible to get away from things here in san antonio. I wish I could say that everything is good but it just isn't. I've lost some things that I thought that I would never lose but I guess it just was time to give up and let things die.
So lets see since i last updated I've been everywhere. I've mainly been everywhere with my 2 best friends, Jenna and Katie. We went to Las Vegas in September for Jenna's birthday. Then me adrianna and jenna went to okc to see katie and valencia. In October we all went to NYC, NJ, FL, TX, and OK to see The Rocket Summer/Phantom Planet/The Secret Handshake. It's was soo much fun. We did a total of 10 shows on that tour. Its was one of the best times I had because I was with the 2 of them. They make me forget all of the bad that I have to come back to. Last week me and jenna went to okc again to visit katie and to see our boys in ftsk. it was soo much fun but i miss katie already.
i have some big things in store coming up and i can't wait for it. i'm gonna try and make some changes within so that way i can be so much more happier. i need this to work cause i don't know how much longer i can keep going on with the way that i feel inside.
this probably doesn't make any sense but i just felt that i need to get some things out on my chest. i bet probably only about 2-4 people actually get what i'm talking about in here. lets see........