Jan 02, 2005 10:06
hello everyone.
Well. I've been working @ Raia for a month. I like it, but it's just not cutting it, i left Coach and I'm going to take 3 classes this semester instead of 2. I need toi get a career. I have been thinking alot about it. Do I really want to be a teacher? I love kids, and all that stuff. But I'm getting greedy with the whole money thing. I'm making more than I was making before with this job. So now I want to make more with my nexy job. I want a career thats going to make me , not rich but well off. Maybe I could be a massage therapist. and a sub teacher. I don't know I would love to have my own office with relaxing pictures on the wall that I have taken. Maybe someday. I feel like Icant do everything I want. HELP. Is there a way to be a teacher and a massage therapist? maybe I could be a special ed teacher, and have my own massage therapy office at night. and weekends. Ughhh
then comes into play my writing and photography. I just want to be happy and not have to worry about my spending habbits.
well. the holidays are over and they were good. Always a little sad, but good. I'm @ work right now, bored alone till 5.
I feel like everything is going to change soon. its a good change.
ok on the guy note, HAHAHA why are men discusting perverts?
Im not the cutest or prettiest chick in the world but do I give off this
" I want you to put your nasty hands all over my body and say icky sexual things to me in my ear" kinda vibe? maybe. Im naturally flirty. and thats really bad sometimes. its always gotta bea bout sex with guys, ive about had it. SERIOUSLY. and it makes me feel bad about myself.
on a lighter note, ive been on a spending binge.
Ralph Lauren shoes, another pair of Anne Kliens um 2 pairs of black pants a cashmere sweater vest 2 more shirts (on sale tho) MORE underwear, earrings. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! expensive taste
so how am i going to pull off paying all my bills and get my new car ?
Ha. i will be poor, but at least ill look expensive.
god i sound so shallow. and snobby im really not. no really im not
lol so funny. but hey it makes me feel good, if u dont like it, well
F off. mm buh bye. mwah
CR. COME HOME ASAP. I MISS YOU come beat up these guys!